Sunday, May 31, 2009

If things get real for me down here...

...promise to take me back to who you were before you went away.

Remember when we were planning for the future? 
You told me what you wanted to be, and I told you how I didn't care where we were, as long as we were together. 
You said I was the only person who ever made you feel that way, and I said I would love you forever.
You begged for me to never forget you, and I begged for you to never leave me. 
You sent me our song, and I listened to it on repeat for hours.

Our story was straight out of a love song.

Remember when I sat up for two hours crying because you left? 
Remember when you had her tell me about you, and how you two were already together?
Remember how you left a scar on my heart?
Remember how I said I couldn't go a day without thinking of you?
Remember how I didn't even have any pain moving on from you because I had someone else waiting for me?

Oh no, that last one was you. Did you ever stay up all night crying, wondering what happened? Did you ever race to change the song when our song came on? Did you ever wonder how your words hurt me? Did you ever realize what effect you had on me, or how dependent I was on you?

Did any of this ever even occur to you? You left me tainted. No one has liked me since you. What did you do to me? 

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