"I gotta write this quick before I forget this feeling. I don't know if you remember but a couple months ago, you sent me 'One Day' by Opshop. I am listening to it and I can't stop thinking about you. I know we're just people and we're spread apart over an ocean but it'll be okay. I've been thinking a hell of alot about it recently, and it scares the crap out of me. I don't want to come back and find that everything is different. I regret all the times I didn't talk to you or hang out with you. I don't want to tell you this all the time because I'm afraid you'd never feel the same. I know that all you can offer right now is
you, but it's alot more than I ever though I'd get.
Absence makes her heart grow fonder.
And I wouldn't have it any other way. I'm tired of missing you, but I know there's a good reason for it.
I miss you, I love you,
-Anna
(Nov. 9, 12:51am)
(You never sign on past your 9pm [12 midnight] but I stay up just in case.)"
Ah....the past can be an interesting thing at times. So cheerful at times, so dreadful at others.
ReplyDeletei want you to come back, just so i can appologize face to face about every time i've been a bitch. i think i know who this is about? am i right? i miss you, and love you.
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